i get to be the one

it's official. i'm now a mommy blogger. or, soon to be mommy blogger. whichever way you look at it, in seven very short months i'll be holding the sweetest baby in my arms.

since we found out, i've been every emotion in the book.
*hello pregnancy hormones*
happy, scared, excited, terrified, full of anticipation...any and all emotions, i've checked them off. because how can i not?
there's a human growing inside of me right now.

i want to remember it all through this pregnancy. ok truth time, maybe not this first trimester, but we'll talk about that later. so i figured the best way to do so is to start a blog. blogging, it's what i do.
i have no expectations for this space, except for it to be a place for me to write it all down. maybe share things i love, or don't love (food wise that's a lot right now), to store photos in one place, to jot down all those thoughts i have about vaccines and how i'll raise my kid. you get the point.

i have to be honest and say that there's a part of me that still can't believe this is happening. every couple of days sonny and i have the "we're really doing this...we're really going to be parents" conversation. to say we're thankful and feeling all the blessings would be an understatement. because there have been times in my prayer time with the Lord that i just can't think of anything else to say but "thank you". if you're a mama, or preggo like me, you get what i'm saying. to put into words all that you're feeling right now is pretty much impossible.

but then there's this song.
by the most amazing artist jj heller. who also happened to write sonny and i's wedding song. and now. here's a song about a little baby.

"well hello, 

little baby. 

your eyes have never seen the sun 

you should know 

little baby 

that i am the lucky one"

i couldn't have said any of it better myself. 

i love you little baby more than life itself. and i can't wait to meet you.